Have you ever been so disconnected from something for a long period of time that it was difficult to reconnect? This is the way I feel about blogging. I have been having a difficult time keeping up with my blogging obligations that it’s has left me feeling disappointed in myself. imposter

When I actually do get back to blogging- like I am doing now- I feel like I am accomplishing something and don’t usually have a lose for words. My life has been very busy lately so my biggest challenge is just getting on the computer to begin with.

What I really need to do is get back to my blogging schedule. I had a good blogging schedule going for a while but then the kids school started and that always seems to be when my other obligations become difficult to manage. It’s the same story. I don’t know that it will ever change.

I am discovering that I can only  manage certain amount of responsibilities well. As much as I would like to believe I can do it all, I can’t. Actually I can do it all but can’t seem to do it all well. I hold a lot of hats and the ones that are closest to my head are the ones that get the most attention and are most securely in place. The hats that are way up there seem to be just teetering and are about to fall off at the slightest hiccup in my life.  I usually try to pick the hat back up and place it in it’s previous compromised and neglected position but it usually falls off again and again.

I suppose if I were more organized things would be managed better. But learning to become organized seems to be just another hat on my head. It’s way, way up at the top.

The moral of the story is to never give up and keep on trying. Or maybe it’s keep things that are most important to you in balance and don’t worry so much about the other stuff? Or maybe the moral is don’t wear too many hats? Ok, I don’t know what the moral is, I am still trying to figure it out for myself ;o).